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Fishnets and Fake Tan.... Fishnets, Fake Tan & False Smiles

everyone needs a hand to hold
someone to replace the cold

"Not me!"
Concluded with a smirk and a vodka shot.
"I've got my friends!"  

who believe your pretences
and don't question the tenses

"You guys are all I need!"
Down goes another, obliterating reason.
"Lets have fun tonight!"

but how on earth is fun defined
when constantly haunted by the hands of time

"What do I look like?"
Sarcastic remarks make for a playful punch.
"You're such bullies!"

the words gnaw at low self-esteem
and interrupt already fitful dreams

"Right, lets go!"
Down another shot, checking her reflection.
"Re
Right. Me. In the past, people have said that I have a way with words.

Now, I'm not so sure.

I can't let the things I need to say come out of my mouth. It has never happened for me the way I want it to, and I doubt that it ever will. And as for all the stuff I write on here, well, that's why it's on here. The fact is even though about 3 people that know me in real life have visited this site, I don't have to look them in the face whilst they read the inner workings of my heart. I find it too difficult. So when I can hide behind a computer screen, and let my fingers fly across the cold, hard keys and explain what's going on in my head, it really has no
Sorry. I've lived through this before,
I've felt this pain,
And with every second of silence
I relive it again.

I see in you now,
My eagerness years ago,
So willing to love,
So reluctant to go.

The sleep that I lost
On those cold, lonely nights,
Wounded me for life,
Now I just want what's right.

I've tossed and I've turned
Thinking about how to be fair,
I would hate for you to think
That I just don't care.

I think that my intentions
Are a little less cruel than his,
I've never wanted to hurt you,
But I can't go on like this.

As corny as this may sound now,
I'm really glad we've met,
But as I've said, my head's a mess,
And I'm
Intense Attraction..  I    s e e    h i s    e y e s    w a n d e r ,

T h e y    w a n d e r ,

T h e y    w a n d e r ,

O v e r    m y    f a c e ,

M y    e y e s    a n d

M y    m o u t h .

H e ' s    r e a d i n g

M y    t h o u g h t s ,

G e t    o u t ,

G e t    o u t ,

G e t    o u t    o f    m y    h e a d ,

A n d    s t o p

D r i v i n g    m e    w i l d .

M y    m i n d

I s    w a n d e r i n g

W a n d
Rebuilding Happiness. You've shot me down.

My fragile home

Upon cloud nine

Destroyed.

But I will try

Once again,

To collect the ruins.

I will piece them together

As I whisper your name,

With a picture of you,

Blurry now,

In my minds eye.

I will leave this mayhem,

And make my way

Back into the sky.
Another Day. The day's been long,
The bus was late,
Need to relax but
The house is a state.
There's no food left
I've work to do,
Trying to focus
All I think of is you.

Giving up hope
I try to call,
But there's no answer,
Raised spirits fall.
I want you now but
You must be busy,
So I'll sit by the phone
And wait till you're free.

Filling my time with
Pointless distractions
Dreaming of our
Next interaction.
It's getting dark
The day comes to an end,
I wish I was with you
Having fun with our friends.

Tired and lonely
I turn off the light,
And settle into
Another dark night.
Just like always,
I'm on my own,
And once again,
I'm

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I love my cat, she's so cute. And so easy to photograph- I couldn't resist posting this.

Playing with an empty kitchen roll tube =]
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Mood: Delighted !Jinorashi May 19, 2009
Nice! Hahah, but it would have been cooler with a metal tube instead.
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~Kelly-anne-17 May 19, 2009
Thanks :) Yeah, you're probably right. Don't think that would've held her attention for long, however, metal tubes aren't nearly as easy to kill, haha..!

--
At dead Youth’s funeral,
Even these were met once more together, all,
Who erst the fair and living Youth did know;
All, except only Love. Love had died long ago.
~ Rupert Brooke
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~sparklepire May 19, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
DAWWW :love:
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~Kelly-anne-17 May 19, 2009
Haha. :)

--
At dead Youth’s funeral,
Even these were met once more together, all,
Who erst the fair and living Youth did know;
All, except only Love. Love had died long ago.
~ Rupert Brooke
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How can I be rescued? The stone walls of this castle
Are slowly crumbling down,
The jester crept up on me
And stole my golden crown,
Blood and tears and mucus
Stain my silken gown,
How can I be rescued
When there's no one else around?

The years spent on this kingdom
Have all been in vain,
I now face all the dragons
That I once thought were slain,
The illusion slips away
And all I'm left with is the pain,
How can I be rescued
If they all think I'm insane?How can I be rescued? by ~Kelly-anne-17
Soulmates to strangers. It's strange.

I want to pick up the phone and call you,
But I realise I have nothing to say.
I'm all cried out, I can't beg you to stay any more.

It's been a week since we last spoke,
Already it feels like I don't even know who you are.
How did we go from being soulmates to strangers?

You want to stay friends- what use is a friend like me, to you?
How can we go from being painfully intimate
To painfully awkward?

It has dawned on me recently, the only way this could be.
The reason we were so passionate, the reason I cannot be your friend.
All we had in common my dear, was love.Soulmates to strangers. by ~Kelly-anne-17
And now you're gone. It's funny; I've had so long to ready myself for this moment.

Months of preparing,
Feeding my mind
With the reality
Of this disease.

Months of watching
Your mind and body
Slowly deteriorate
Before me.

Months of visits
Constrained and awkward
Small talk and hugs
That came too late.

Months of helplessly
Sitting with your discomfort
Hearing you moan
In a yellow, unfamiliar room.

Months of wishing,
Hoping,
Praying to an uncertain god
You weren't in pain.

It's funny, I thought I was so prepared to see your coffin. I guess I was wrong.And now you're gone. by ~Kelly-anne-17
Ghosts Of The Nighttime If but one thing I could erase
'Twould be the restlessness that comes with night
And If but one thing I could chase
'Twould be my courage now in flight.

For since I've come to be alone
The screaming darkness engulfs my being
And creeping ghouls in my ear moan
Crippling me with eyes unseeing.

I try to run, but demons follow.
When did my subconscious become unsafe?
I turn and face- bravado hollow
Can I ever win this endless race?Ghosts Of The Nighttime by ~Kelly-anne-17
I wish you could see Do you ever feel
Like you'll fall apart
If you don't say what's going on
Inside your messed up heart?

Because right now I feel
I could just slip away,
If I don't scream and tell them all
What makes me feel this way.

I could cry and shout
But what good would that do
If you don't know
The way I feel for you?

You are my everything
My soul to you I give
If you reject me again
I don't know how I'd live.

This raw pain I feel
Flares up and burns inside
And I die a little
With every thought I hide.

I wish I could control
My emotions that roam free
But my whole life
Revolves around you you see.I wish you could see by ~Kelly-anne-17
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