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Listening to every single
Sad song I can find
To try to see if I can
Push this hurt out of my mind

Clinging to my pillow and
Imagining its you
Maybe I can convince myself
That none of this is true

You didn't really just say
You can't do this any more
I didn't really see you cry
As you walked out that door

You didn't say I love you
And tuck the hair behind my ears
You didn't whisper "I'm sorry"
As you wiped away my tears

You didn't turn your face away
To try to hide your pain
You didn't dry your eyes
And try to take the blame

You didn't really stand outside
And give me one last kiss
One last hug and walk away
I must be imagining this

My phone vibrates and three kisses
Appear next to your name
I straighten out my voice and try
To act like its the same

You offer three hurt-filled words that
Both comfort and kill me too,
And through my heart feels like its breaking
I choke out
"I love you too."
:iconkelly-anne-17:

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This really hurts. :'(

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:icondarth-chunky:
I'm honestly about to cry, all the pain is there, and I can't even begin to imagine it but just to read it... I wish I could help, if you need to talk you know I'll listen okay?

--
"An obvious disinterest, a barely managed smile
A deep nod in agreement, a status quo exile
I shirk my obligations, I miss all your deadlines
I excel at quitting early, and fucking up my life" - Rise Against. Survive.

I'm not ashamed of being myself.
:iconkelly-anne-17:
I know, thank you. theres not a lot to be said really that can help, but thank you for being there. :( I'll be okay soon.

--
At dead Youth’s funeral,
Even these were met once more together, all,
Who erst the fair and living Youth did know;
All, except only Love. Love had died long ago.
~ Rupert Brooke
:icondarth-chunky:
No need to thank me, it's what I'm here for.

--
"An obvious disinterest, a barely managed smile
A deep nod in agreement, a status quo exile
I shirk my obligations, I miss all your deadlines
I excel at quitting early, and fucking up my life" - Rise Against. Survive.

I'm not ashamed of being myself.
:iconauthoressanonymous:
*hugs* I'm here if you need to talk *hugs again*
:iconkelly-anne-17:
Thank you hun :( hugs back.

--
At dead Youth’s funeral,
Even these were met once more together, all,
Who erst the fair and living Youth did know;
All, except only Love. Love had died long ago.
~ Rupert Brooke
:iconauthoressanonymous:
Anytime... hugs again...
:icontrestif:
...The pain, sadness that you feel...It is harsh, and intense, and it will pass. I promise you, and despite the one time that I didn't tell you the full truth, have I ever lied to you. Don't think I don't understand your pain because I do..but if you want all the reasons why you shouldn't dwell on this pain you'll have to email me, because I'm not in the business of giving my secrets out to the world for free ;)..And in the spirit of well versed tragedy, I wrote myself another bombshell..tell me what you think of it love.
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